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re-Figured out how to feed sound into my computer without having to use a microphone, but I can't seem to find how to make it work like a monitor where you can hear yourself, so I've resorted to using a splitter and headphones to hear anything.

Going to make simple Youtube videos of music and focus on flowers and other objects.

This is the earliest I've been awake in a long time, maybe even months. I think I need to sleep less. Just laying there like a lump longer than 5 hours seems a waste of time.

I started writing again. As an exercise, I've started rattling out this ridiculously appalling story I've had in my head for the past few weeks. My friend and I worked on it initially years and years ago but it's been lost. Figured I may as well re-write it as a manner of initiating creativity gears again.



My work, though cute lately (neon colored boxer pups and floral), bores me. It's like exercises now. Going through the motions. Which I wouldn't mind so much if I was making money at it.

I think I may have overdid the coffee, it smells like it's a solid chunk of oil. Which is good in a way.

Was on WoW til about 5am. Slept in until noon of course. Met this girl and we were talking about the oolorful decor of the Blood Elf interiors and about perverted boys on WoW who let it effect their everyday existence. She helped start up the guild...lives in the same state as I...

Not doing much just yet. Maybe some green tea and some obscure synthpop will oil up the gears.

it is nice to feel wanted for a change.

An extra special happy birthday to my good friend Emma(flaviusarrianus), if she is able to see this sometime soon..

he had one of my favorite songs by Brian Eno on his myspace page, and got me on an Eno kick..it was because of his production work on Bowie's Berlin trilogy (the Heroes album and Lodger in particular) that I ended up buying most of his '70s discography. It's perhaps one of the few times I bought albums of a particular artist and felt they were still valuable years afterwards.

tomorrow's valentine's day...

and what a horrible time to be poor.

feeling useless today.

http://www.radaronline.com/exclusives/2007/11/2-girls-1-former-attorney-general.php

"Dubya's favorite toadie not named Rove went to war against "obscenity," as he, the Prez, and their fundie friends perceived it. Not just obvious stuff, like kiddie porn, but so-called fetish videos of acts between (allegedly?) consenting adults, some of them featuring scat, bukkake, and vomit-play.

One of the targeted producers of this freaky fare was Danilo Simoes Croce, a native Brazilian who ran Lex Multimedia out of—where else—Orlando, Florida. Croce was busted by the Feds in 2006 for delivering titles like Toilet Man 6 and Scat Pleasures to his happy customers."

No, Ronald McDonald Reagan didn't appeal to people's optimism, he appealed to their petty, small minded bigotry and selfishness.


I am not going to vote for this man. This is the last fucking straw for me, politically, in regards to Barack Obama. From the first time I heard about him, and his interests and connections politically, I always knew something was up. When he associated himself with some homophobic gospel singer especially.

Reagan presented POSITIVE leadership? PLEASE. What a fucking dope. He always got his ass kicked in the debates. If you wanted to put Hillary Clinton in a better light, great job. I wonder what certain supporters of his think, especially those who grew up during the of Reaganomics and the Drug Wars and the AIDS epidemic that the "Great Communicator" refused to utter a word about until the last year of his murderous reign. Yes, he sure made us a more optimistic nation, especially in regard to giving people like Saddam Hussein lots of hideous weapons and turning Latin American countries into 24-hour murderfests and/or banana republics. We were so optimistic after getting services cut and scores of people driven into the streets to languish horrible since the nanny-state shoved them off the forsaken state tit. Wow. AFter years of that brutal experiment this country experienced deficits and policies that have politically DEFINED my generation and those younger.

So I wonder how many people will still vote for Obama and pass over Hillary over superficial personal problems i.e. the stuff with Bill. People are that fucking petty and stupid, I'm afraid. I understand not voting for her because of what her politics are, but over personal shit, my goodness. That just shows you how many mental hamburgers are consumed in this country.